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Sunday, July 30, 2006
Jesus, be the center
Sometimes, we really have to step out of our comfort zone and begin to make things happen. It's really hard cos sometimes you send the wrong signal and before you know it, everything is in a mess. Perhaps, lots of courage is required in the need to strive for more. I do believe that we should not compromise in things that we feel are uncertain about. Yes, I admit that I used to compromise in certain issues, not knowing that there's actually a dangerous pit before me. And there was I, in the pithole, struggling to get on my feet again and wanting to see a glimpse of what seems perfect and beautiful. In the light of it all, I survived. I have learnt the painful story and I told myself that I will never allow history to repeat itself ever again. Miracles do happen and sometimes we just have to believe it before it would ever come to you in total amazement. And there we will be, in wide arms open, embracing life as what it seems, having the hope to move on in life because of that speacial thing.
Lord, I want to know you more each day!
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9:21 AM
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Be hopeful
My dear friend,
I hope you can pick yourself up again. Thanks for being so honest with me, sharing with me what's seems so close to your heart. My dear friend, when things fail, remember that God never fails. Continue to be hopeful in all things.
Trust His heart=)
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10:47 AM
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
When you can't trace His hand, trust His heart
Trust His Heart
Cynthia Clausen
All things work for our good
though sometimes we can't see how they could.
Struggles that break our hearts in two
sometimes blind us to the truth.
Our Father knows what's best for us;
His ways are not our own.
So, when your pathway grows dim,
and you just can't see Him,
Remember He's still on the throne.
God is too wise to be mistaken.
God is too good to be unkind.
So when you don't understand,
when you don't see His plan,
When you can't trace His hand,trust His heart.
He sees the Master plan.
He holds the future in His hands.
So don't live as those who have no hope.
All our hope is found in Him.
We walk in present knowledge,
but He sees the first and the last.
And like a tapestry,
He's weaving you and me to someday be just like Him.
God is too wise to be mistaken.
God is too good to be unkind.
So when you don't understand,
when you don't see His plan,
When you can't trace His hand,trust His heart.
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8:33 PM
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How do I ?
Attended Li Liang and Elaine's wedding yesterday. It was really a great feeling to witness 2 individuals coming together, wanting to spend the rest of their lives with each other. Yeah, a very very sweet couple indeed. You know, somethings are just meant to be...just like Li Liang and Elaine...yeah, they are indeed meant for each other. I think there's really so many things that must be taken into consideration before marriage. Like the person you want to spend the rest of your life with, a stable career, the number of children you want to have, money, a house, and most importantly, parent's and God's approval. Seeing how happy this couple was yesterday really made us want to get married too at that very moment. And so there we were, talking about our future plans...like how we want our wedding day to be, the background music we are going to choose, the church we are going to use for our wedding service, and who's gonna be our bridesmaid and stuff. Really interesting and exciting. I guess when we attend another person's wedding, we will start talking about all these again.
I've not been that pleased with my work performances at all. I'm starting to wallow myself in self- pity all over again. I just hate the job cos of the unfair treatment that we have to suffer. Sometimes, the feeling just sucks. On one hand, you want to be passionate about what you are doing, but on the other hand, you are hindered by circumstances. And there you go, getting demoralise about life.
Went to Wanjun's house to borrow dresses from her again. She really have lots of pretty dresses. Then we had a girl talk which was rather meaningful.
I'm thankful for having such a wonderful colleague like jacelyn. It's fun working with her cos we will just amuse each other with our silly actions...like how we spilled 5 gallons of water on the floor and got scolded. And like how we made so much noise at our workplace and laughing like it's no other people's business. I'm gonna miss her.
The NDP preview was too great that if I am given another ticket, I would go without hestitation. The fireworks were awesome, and because Felix (my primary 6 monitor) had a part to play in the display of the fireworks that day, the entire parade was eventful. It was the first time I see him in his army uniform...hee.
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7:06 AM
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Friday, July 07, 2006
Trust His Heart
I'm really pissed off with my work this week. Perhaps I'm really not used to working in a female environment. What one of my friend said was right. He mentioned that when girls say 1, it means 2. When girls say 2, it means 3. Girls like to twist and turn situations around. I'm a girl and I should be defending myself rather than saying all these. Well, but I have to admit that all girls including myself are complicated creatures. Working with guys in any company would definitely be a far better choice cos they help neutralise the bitchy sides of girls. 'Sickening' is the word used to describe what I'm feeling now. I mean...yeah...I'm very disgusted by what had happened this few days. All the blames were pushed to me for bloody reasons even though it was not my fault at all. Oh, so you call this justice? I'm just hoping that justice can prevail. Perhaps, through it all, I've grown to be someone stronger...someone who is able to stand up for what's right and stick to my principles. I guessed that's the most important thing at the end of the day that if my conscience is right before God and myself, why should I care what others say? God, you be my strength cos I can't handle it alone. Sad things aside...
The weekend was spent at Aloysius' birthday party. It was really great catching up with Jac, Weng chun (Mr Crappy), Ying Zhao and Aloysius. I can't wait to upload that picture we took that day.
Felix caught my surprise when he told me that he is giving me his NDP tickets for tomorrow's prevail. I'm so excited because it's been about 4 years since I last went.
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9:37 AM
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