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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
It all happened when you least expect it
I'm going to mark this day. A day that I will remember. With much love.
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Saturday, November 25, 2006
you are forgiven =)
When Kenneth first told me that he would be holding his 21st birthday party at his house, I went "What, so far, you mean yishun?" And he replied, "ya, haha". The baby of our cg has just turned 21.
The trip from Ubi to Yishun was not at all pleasant that day. It started off with a horrible traffic jam at Ubi. You know, traffic over there can be quite an ass especially after 6pm. Then Miss Jeany who was supposed to meet me at 7:30pm was apparently late for an hour. I was super mad. Qihui and Constance could witness how angry I was. There was a mild to moderate tension but it was really funny. I mean the whole thing seemed so dramatic. I guessed Jeany must have felt guilty, while I felt like bursting into tears. And so we talked about how she going to make up for all these. She actually got food for me when we reached kenneth's place. And today, I received another surprise. Take a look at the link below. Yeah, how can I not forgive you Jean. =) Haha. Jean gave me a task and I need to accomplish it tomorrow.
http://www.yousendit.com/download/dbd8cQMvp3k=
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Thursday, November 23, 2006
It must be
I'm overly stressed with work? I did not realise it until I started counting the number of pimples I have. Goodness. What to do? I like my work too much. =) But the fact that I have to put on make-up everyday would simply means that my condition will not improve.
Tomorrow is the day that I'm definitely looking forward to cos I'll be involved in Sexpo. I think Singapore is good in the sense that our government promotes sex in a very professional way. I guessed tomorrow will be a day where I'll get to really see people with pervertic intentions, or those who visit sexpo with the aim of educating themselves. And I think I'll get to see customers who would quickly get their necessary stuffs or equipment and then quickly leave the door. Well, well, well, it's gonna be a day where I get to experience another side of life. An experience that people above the age of 21 can attend.
My darlings!
Would loving someone means not telling the person but continue to love him secretly?
Would loving someone means telling him that you have someone else in mind, but in actual fact he's the one that you love?
Would loving someone means showing love, care and concern to him from afar, not letting him know that you are the one showering him with love?
Would loving someone means telling others you have already forgotten about him, but in actual fact, he still has a special place in your heart?
Would loving someone means smiling at all his funny jokes but say to yourself that he's the reason behind my every cry?
Would loving someone means saying it's just seems better to remain as friends than lovers?
Would loving someone means keeping all his smses, reembering all his sweet talks, but trying hard to erase whatever that was said so as to forget him?
Would loving someone means all is not loss because the time that you've invested would actually mean that you've proven your love to him?
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
You lift up my head
Yesterday was the last day of my job attachment at Citylink mall, GNC. 2 weeks passed so quickly and coming Monday, I'll be back to work in the office. I truely learnt lots of things during my days over there, familiarising myself with all the products and also in the aspect of arts of service. I guessed the most fulfilling part of it all is the fact that I've made friends with lots of wonderful colleagues, and I feel extremely belonged in this company. Anything and everything that happens is simply because of Jesus and His amazing love for me. It's indeed a blessing to be able to work in the area you really enjoy although Ubi always has traffic jams.
Headed with mum and brother to Singapore Expo's food fair. Ate alot without even thinking that all those foods are super unhealthy.
And today, gluttony got a hold on me again. Keep eating non-stop at Seoul Garden. I knew I had to stop cos my brain told me so, but I just couldn't bring myself to put a halt to my cravings for more. Now, I'm feeling oh so sinful, cos my fats are starting to show. No more foods for tomorrow. Just fruits and vegetables will do.
God has answered my prayers in ways that displayed His character in my life. A God of much more and a God of favor. It's always a good discipline to not rush into things and try to make things happen or handle our own situations, but rather pray about the issue, and trust God. In due time, He will reveal His plans, His purposes for our destiny, if only we are WILLING TO WAIT AND LISTEN.
I won the first prize in a lucky draw. I was eyeing on the product from afar, hoping that I would be that lucky person, and I really was. Wahaha. A $100 plus worth of collagen matrix. Sounds cool right? This product simply helps to promote skin rejuvenation, improves elasticity and prevents aging. What more can I ask for?
And yes. Ying Ci is back from Aussie land. =)
Cant wait for Monday to come.
Last time I depended on Warheads to keep me awake. Somehow it doesnt work as effective as before. Sad to say, I'm a coffee addict now. =p
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
you mean the world to me
Here I am blogging again. I've enjoyed every bit of my 21st birthday celebration just as my friends enjoyed it. Coming up with the orders was not an easy task at all cos you need to ensure that the food is sufficient for everyone. Yep, but thank God that everything went on perfectly fine. Shuyi and Seamas went earlier to help me with the decor and we had a load fun of it blowing balloons and tying them. When people started streaming in, I did a headcount in my mind and i realised that my poly friends are not there. The first person I called was Sharon. And she said that all of them will not be going as Yin xuan needs to study, she is sick and San has last minute things to attend to. I thought it was for real cos Sharon said that she messaged me in the afternoon to inform me already. I was on the verge of crying mann... Then, as I was talking to her, I heard the MRT personnel giving an announcement. Goodness, I knew this prank was for real. Second person I called was San. I know from Poly year 1 that she wont just hang up my phone. Oh, but she did, and it double confirmed that it was a prang. They are all nearby la, just that they are late. =) I enjoyed the game that San planned for me. She was super enthusiastic and really brought up the entire atmosphere. Thanks San=) The game was 'All about Evelyn', where she asked questions like what's my favourite song, my favourite food, my favourite drink, my favourite hobby....and I did a forfeit where I got to dip fries into some weird, tangy sauce that they have deliberately mixed. The expression was seen on my face almost instantly. It tasted horrible. Haha. And my church friends are simply awesome. They dedicated a song to me and I was really touched. We went down to the first floor and sat infront of the band as they sang ' You look wonderful tonight'. Mann, that's my favourite song apart from 'Goodbye'. It took me by surprise too when my parents gave a short speech infront of everyone. Oops, my secret is out, that I like to teach soft toys during my younger days.
After the party, my secondary school friends and I headed to Rouge for clubbing. Started the night with Vodka, then Virgin Mary and lastly, Martinis. I tried beer but still did not like the bitter taste. I used to like heiniken but not now. And because there was a live band again at Rouge, my friends dedicated another song to me. I had a great time that night. It was a new birth, a birth into womanhood, an enchanting moment of great discovery.
I'm enjoying my 2nd week of work. Everyday is a new day, with lots of challenges ahead. And I'm looking forward to everyday of my life because I know that life is meant to be enjoyed. I guessed the best birthday gift is this job that God has provided and I want to do my best for His glory.
I think I caught a flu bug. It has already been 3 days and yesterday's pain was extremely agonising. I could not sleep till 7am. Kept vommiting and experiencing aches. I need more vitamins to boost up my immunity or else I'll feel like an old woman in no time.
Meeting Jacelyn and 3 other guys later for a movie. I hope I will be well enough to go later.
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