If love is in the air

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Thus far

Been so so so busy for the whole of this week, rushing through projects; meeting the dietician; going to school and running about to get all the stuffs ready for next week's intervention program. Hey, I'm all so excited, yet drained. And Yes, I can say for sure that it's all worth it though we experienced some set backs during the preparation.

Here are the events that we will be having for every Wenesday of the week when school starts.

Zoo- Be Wild
Sentosa- sun- tanning
Cow's farm- see my clone
Bird park
Holland Village- Shopping and clubbing
Picnic
Changi Village- Nasi Lemak

School's starting in a weeks time and I'm all so energised. I really enjoy school cos of friends, yummy foods, STRESS, lots of jokes and laughters.

Went to Orchard just now with one of my friend to shop. My legs are breaking. Will just wear flats in future to avoid all the blisters.

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Indescribable feeling

Counting...How many people actually think before they speak? Words do hurt, sometimes to a point where they cross over the limit. And that's terribly hurting. Illful words can be as sharp as a double- edged sword. And before you knew it, it has already left wounds and scars that perhaps won't heal even up till today. I believe everyone has hurt others in one form or another. No ones to blame. However, if someone were to plan a hurt and carry out that hurt, it would be extremely inhumane. Now, those temporary scars have now become permanent resisdence in my life to a point where it can't be mended anymore, forever. My name is safe.

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

God is the strength of my heart

Today, met shuyi to go to Tampines Mall for some shopping. Blah, did not buy anything but much more penadols to stock up at home. I ought to feel better after drowning myself into many hours of sleeps for the past few days. Hey come to think of it, the more I study human anatomy and physiology, the more I am becoming paranoid. There was once, I had just a mild headache, and I thought it was some form of brain tumor. lolx. Back to the topic! There's really nothing to shop in TM. It's such a boring shopping mall.

I think sometimes I should learn to make my own stand and not allow circumstances to change my view about things. I think its important to tell your friend where you are coming from, while not stirring up a misunderstanding. I think its essential to have mutual understanding in every friendship.

At the same time, I went to bring both my sis and my phone for repair. Both phones are utterly useless. Ha, 6610i sux. I felt so loss entering a nokia shop as its the very first time I'm sending the phone for repair. It's always my dad or my sis doing this. Luckily, Shuyi was there explaining to me the proceeds and stuffs.

Been reading Purpose Driven Life book again from scratch. Throughout, it kept me wondering if we would be able to discover our purpose in life before we die. And what if we do not? What would happen?

^-^Moo Moo^-^

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Sick

Been feeling sick for the past two days. Having headaches, itches, jaw pains are really no joke. Hope it does not lead to dengue fever. I feel so bored at home, really. This has been my past two days routine.

1) Wake up
2) Read newspaper
3) Watch TV
4) Eat
5) Eat medicine
6) Sleep

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Friday, October 07, 2005

A moment like this

Yesterday, my whole family went to Crystal Jade to celebrate my parents birthday. Wonderful time together I guessed. Throughout the week, I've been talking to both my parents about my life. I really thanked God for such opportunity- for such conversation with my parents especially my dad. Thinking back, I would not even tell him about events that had happened to me. My dad just commented a few weeks back that I would only go to him for money and nothing more. Huh? Perhaps I've always lingered on this thought that girls do click better with their mums. Sometimes it is not that I don't want to talk to them. Somehow I feel that they won't understand. Somehow I feel that they can't even understand. Somehow I feel that they think they are always right and I'm wrong. Somehow I feel that they think too much. Somehow I think that they are overly protective. Somehow...the list goes on. But I'm beginning to realise that its untimately for my own good. Ya, having a family is definitely one of God's many blessings in life...Better treasure them and not take them for granted.

'Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. Honor your father and mother- which is the first commandment with a promise- that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy long life on the earth.' (Philippians 6:1-3)

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Thursday, October 06, 2005

Life's beautiful isn't so?

Went to school today to do some touch- up on the gantt chart and proposal. Following, I had lunch with Yin Xuan, Li Ying and Sharon before meeting Yenru to get our pay. I was very pissed off with my in- charge today. I called to ask her if I could collect my pay and she told me that I'm the only exceptional one who will collect it next month. I asked her why. Later did I found out that she could not find my pay slip that's why she lied to me. When she found my pay slip, she called to ask me to get it from her. *crap*...Don't even know how to lie.

I love talking to Yenru. In the midst of all the shopping, we talked alot about what we will be, or want to be in future. *Ahem*...A housewife? Career woman? No. of kids? Attention? Intention? World's view? God's view? Gal, if you are reading this blog, remember our deal ya? Promised to go Bangkok with the rest of them.

I'm beginning to appreciate hymms nowadays. There's just so much life in it.

I can't sleep! I can't sleep! I can't sleep! I can't sleep! I can't sleep! I can't sleep! I can't sleep!

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Monday, October 03, 2005

Here it goes...attachment memories

Yesterday marks the beginning of my major project. Had the second session with Ms Lee together with Sharon and Aini. To me, the second session was not as intense as the first. Managed to modify some recipes to ensure that healthy and more nutritious meals are provided. I'm glad that now is the time that we could apply what we have learnt in school. That's the beauty of it all.

Zhiming messaged me yesterday to inform me that Hong Bing, Guo Bing and himself will be leaving today. Well, they were also attached to the same company that I was attached to. Of course I really missed those moments with them cos I know that without them, I couldn't have survived. Hmm, in life, people come and people go. Today, they will head back to their hometown. The 3 of them, together with another guy who got sent back to china in the midst of his attachment were really fun to be with. I guessed its because we were the only attachment students there. So most of the time, we would usually hang out together in the workplace. Those memories are so hard to forget that I would rather not erase them out of my mind. The fight that has taken place between Zhiming and Hong Bing; the messages; his request; sentosa; airport; the sheltering using a cardboard from Blk 214 to 218; the call; eating lunch together; his photo; bread; kitkat; the smile; the code; Clementi...(I think only they will understand). But comparing their workload to mine, my work was real peanuts. They had gone through alot more, even more humiliation as compared to me, so i think by leaving this company, they could regain back their self- worth. The company is extremely ****