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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
help me!
I hope tomorrow never come. I'm so afraid of stepping into my office tomorrow because I know I would have to face the music because of the wrong information being conveyed to my boss. And the fact that I've covered up for my mistakes has reached a point where it doesn't make any sense when I rehearsed whatever I said earlier. It would simply make matters worst. So, I've decided to just eat on this humble pie and admit my silly mistakes and move on. I just need grace at this point now cos I'm still under probation. I was called into the office afew days back, and I'm glad that my performance has met my boss' expectation so far. Sad to say, this thing had to happen today, and I'm really really quite worried about it cos in a few more days, they would reveal my confirmation.
I asked myself everytime that emotion comes into my life and disrupts my whole being. I questioned myself why I always felt that way. Deep down, I know that there's this hatred and anger in me. That's the thing that I must resolve because I dont want to cling on to it any longer.
Last Saturday was the first time I attended my friend's wedding dinner. Because Christopher and Elaine are malaysian, the way they handled the entire wedding dinner was totally different as compared to local wedding dinner. Throughout the dinner, there would be different groups going up to the stage to give a performance. And what was extremely amusing was the fact that these people were singing Chinese new year songs instead on those romantic love songs. Oh my...but it was afterall a goody good experience.
And just few days back again, Jessie treated michelle and I to a Japanese restaurant in Parkway. I really ate to my heart's content. I just cant stop la, seeing all those sashimi and udon just makes me crave for more.
I enjoyed myself at the GNC mega sales last weekend too cos I was teamed up with a bunch of funky people. And throughout, we were there entertaining ourselves and just loving the crowd. I was incharged of the counter and my job was simple and fun- To approach handsome, cool and fit guys...can you imagine? HAHA. And what I was supposed to do was to convinced them to sign up for the 'body-for-life' contest. And the best part of the exibition was that I got to sit all the way while most people dont even have a chance to sit. It was indeed a great blessing. Perhaps God knows that I have lazy legs. This is my best exibition experience so far. I'm loving my job to bits.
posted by The voice within @
4:38 AM
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Friday, January 05, 2007
When I say
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'.
"I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I 'm found and forgiven."
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
posted by The voice within @
5:41 PM
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