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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Wonders of Heaven
I feel that I don't have the time to really relax. I've been so stressed up this few days because term test is approaching in a weeks time. Hmm, I thought school just started not long ago? I have not even breathe yet. Its my last year and I want to end it well. Have not been updating my blog for quite some time too and of course, I don't think I'll be able to remember whatever I've done till this day. I'll just see where my words lead me. One of my friend told me that everyone should be resposible for their actions no matter what the case. Somehow, this plain yet simple sentence strucked me. To be responsible is to tell God our plans and allow him to speak to us too...That's responsibility. Had a shopping spree with Jieying and Vanny in Little India. Went to Mustafa to look for stuffs. Yup, then we headed to the banana leaf restaurant to have our lunch. Really enjoyed the time together. I think the personality test really did help though it hit me when I saw the results. I am aware of my state all along but I did not want to face it. I thought it may perhaps get better but it did not. After the personality test, somehow I felt compelled to change or rather improve the state I was in. I decided to make decisions for myself and not let others overrule me. I'm beginning to view life more positively too. All thanks to God, and I know He's still moulding me into someone better. I guessed I've something to learn too form my experiences. Perhaps about loving my enermies and praying for them. I felt a asense of freedom being able to let go of all these troubling issues and let God take control of it.
Attended hip hop lessons with Ruth on Tuesday at Jitters. The training was really tough. Imagine we had to learn it in an hour. Nonetheless, I enjoyed it! It's a way of relaxing, Yeah? =) On the way out, saw peryn and friend and she invited us to join her church for dance lessons. I'm all so excited. =)
Went out with Ah Moon (Haha) and had a great time of catching up. So coincident, can't imagine I met him outside our church.
Nafa test is going to start in an hour's time. I'm so so tensed up now. I'm afraid I can't take it. Just for today, I'll just take william and evan's advice and just open my mouth when I running. I'll see if it works.
Upcoming events...
Friday:Meeting Chai Yun;
:Constance birthday party
Saturday:Cooking session with Sharon, Novy, Chai Huat, Harfizah and Nurul
:Going to town with Yenru
:Secondary School gathering later at night
Sunday:Going for daryl's birthday party
Monday:Christmas shopping!!!
posted by The voice within @
9:04 PM
4 comments
yes lets go dance somemore!
And glad that God is moulding ur life...:)May his joy overflow in your heart
eve,hey! this is my first comment haha. anyway remember to take time to relax despite yr busy schedule! i understand sch can be very stressful. teach me the dance you learnt on sun ok!
valll!
val, do join us for the next dance lesson k? So glad I met you today!=)
haha....so many activities planned...find 1 day we go out wif ruiqin :)
yen