Blog Entry
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Extremely contented
I'm just so amazed at how God works. He did not allow me to have my attachment in the hospital for some reasons. Honestly, I was very disappointed, but deep inside me, I knew that He has a better plan for me. For my major project, I have a chance to work together with Sharon and Aini in Mount Alvernia Hospital. WoW, can you imagine how happy I was when I first heard the news? Praise the Lord! =) I went down with Sharon to the hospital to familarise myself with the facilities, and at the same time to meet the dietician so that she could explain to me what the major project is going to be like. Hey, I'll be planning therapeutic meals for patients. Nutrition is my passion and I hope that I can excel in this area. The minute I spoke to the dietician, my entire muscles were tensed up. I felt stressed talking to the dieticiam because she seems like a well- organised person...I told myself that its time for me to start being serious with my work.
Met up with Wanjun on Sunday for shopping. Well, we have not seen each other for quite some time due to our tight schedules. Both of us bought a top from U2. The sales were really driving us CrAzY...Heez. Can you imagine, both of us were trying on the clothes in the fitting room as though we were in our own room? The queue was extremely long when we came out of the fitting room. Many eyes were starring at us. I guessed they must be thinking what these two girls were up to.
I was thinking of doing something constructive these few months since I don't have to go back school most of the days. I went to the life bookshop to enquire more about their job scope and without much consideration, I wrote my name down. The reason why I chose this job was because I wanted to do something different. This time round, the purpose is not for money's sake. I hope that God can use me to bless people. I do hope too that through this job, I can experience more of God in my life.
Shall end here...getting tired...Yawns...
Here's my favourite song by air supply *Goodbye*
I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
[Chorus:]
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you backFrom where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
[Chorus]
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say good-bye
posted by The voice within @
8:59 AM
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